Letters To My Wife

My darling wife, today marks 8-days since you traveled to Australia. Even though we haven’t talked as much because of the time difference, I am holding up well. However, life seems dull without you next to me. Other than my work lunch, I have no energy or desire to socialize with friends, so I find myself at home caring for the dogs, watching movies, or playing a Battlefield 6. I know – how can you resist a man like me?

I’ve had a couple of friends reach out so we can grab dinner or go to a bar for some drinks, but when you’re not around, I don’t really want to have a “hang with the boys”. I am not anti-social, but you are the life of my party. I find myself more comfortable when we’re together with friends rather than me going alone. Maybe I suffer from bit of imposter syndrome or maybe it’s because the light you shine brings out my strengths instead of my imperfections. Maybe it’s because I just like looking at your smile. Either way, I miss you and I want you near me.

It’s currently 8:55 PM in Chicago, and even though my eyes feel heavy, I’m looking forward to closing them – because when I wake, it means one more day and night have passed, bringing me closer to my favorite person. I just closed my eyes to see an image of you. I saw your lips, the way the press together, and your arms thrown on top of my shoulders – while we embrace each other to kiss and hold. I love these moments!

I love you, my darling wife. Good night!

Rick Zamarron